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have you or do you want something so bad that you fight every day for it?
i do.
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| I FEEL | Struck down but not destroyed.
| Mumm.Ra - She's Got You High

047 I always thought I was a strong person. Having toughed out so many mountains and valleys throughout my life, I thought I had been built up into someone immovable, unbreakable
but it turns out that I had become, in fact, quite the opposite. I am so easily broken, so easily shot down... but I am slowly seeing that as a blessing and not a curse. During these times of testing, I am starting to see how much I depend on others and how much more I need to grow.
I have found that I need to draw strength from the knowledge that there is a rock, only one, that I can lean on right now and He will never forsake me.

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| I need more hours in my day... and I'm going to find a way to get em.
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| I FEEL | Scrambled.
| 백지영- 총맞은것처럼

046 Those beautiful hands that created such beautiful things - God put to work on ugly things and exposed them to sweat, dirt, and grime. Why, God?
I will hope and pray that you will show me why ...and hope that even if it remains a mystery, I will be content not knowing.

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| I FEEL | Like I am missing parts of me.
| Black Eyed Peas - I Got a Feeling

045 I'm sitting, looking out my window sitting snug in row 6 seat f. I close my eyes... and for a few seconds, time stops and I'm held in mid air with only the low hum of the aircraft lingering in my ears. This does not feel real at all and I am expecting to wake up any minute. Hugging everyone at the airport for the last time, one by one and then all together - it was hard. My mind feels like a broken record, playing it all over and over in my head
...when will I ever see them all again?

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